I will be playing Alice in Alice in Wonderland!
WOOT!!!!!I'm really excited.
I'll be sure to post updates and hopefully set up a meet up once we get our publicity stuff done. So far I know that the show will happen on the first weekend of December. So mark your calender!
AND STAY TUNED!

I hate being a girl!
It does have its perks but today it did not.

I'm getting over a recent break up, I KNOW!!!!, And like all girls I'm not taking it to well. Thankfully it ended on rather good terms, but I'm still upset about it.

As you all know I'm a theatre major, and so was the guy I was dating. He got into a show, which I really wanted to see because the company is a good company, and then we broke up.......

So yesterday I get a call from a friend inviting me to the show , mainly for a ride, and sence I wanted to see the show I said yes. The guy I dated and I had hung out after our break up, and we where cool so at the time I wasn't worried. But once i got off the phone with my friend I realized it was a horrible idea.

Today I saw it. The funny part was the friend I went with met his friend he is currently in a show with and ironically enough his ex was the main love intrest with the  guy I dated . We had ALOT of good laughs, especially in the nude scene. ANYWAY, during the whole show I was sick to my stomach,  and after the show, like a good friend, we hung around to see the guy i used to date, to tell him good job and such. It was the most uncomfortable feeling I have ever had in my LIFE!

The moment we got in the car to leave I broke down crying. After all, Im still heart broken. I kept saying "That was terrible" "Im not going to do that for a very long time" "im supried i didnt cry the secound i say him." and spilled my heart out to my poor friend, who listened, understood, and kept saying sorry, he shouldn't have invited me.

Anyway, The reason im posting this is because this is the first time this has ever happened, ever!

I never break down, especially when it comes to a guy. I guess the reason im so upset is because Im worried I'll lose him as a friend , and the chill , friendship, relationship we had with each other. Also Ive never felt that akward ever, plus we hung out after we broke up and it was not akward at all. WTF?!?

Also, I realised that im jealous of him, Again super weird. He is changing his major to music and quiting acting, And for a little less then a year now, i have been debating weather i want to continue doing theatre. My only reason for not changeing is because I dont have anything else that really sparks my attention enough to change majors. I guess im jealous because he seems to have his life together alittle more then i do, not to mention alot of talent and love for what he wants to do, so he will definatly succeed.  I dont feel talented, let alone any spark of entusiasm for acting at all. I also feel that i dont have the time to figure out that spark, even though im 19 and have the rest of my life.

So YEA! I never write upset whiny posts like this, but I kind of needed to get some emotion out of my system, So here is my first and hopefully/ very likely/ definatly/ last. Tomarrow, Im going to the city in Lolita! and going to go window shopping!  to cheering myself up. and purge this whinny-crappy-girlly-emotional-ness So if anyone cares to join/ hang out, Im down. I promise I wont be a whiny baby depressed magget. Im cool! I promise.

Yuka, The shop girl, Masuda Sebastian The owner/designer/founder and the translator....Who was not Sensational Kawaii.

Yuka Called people up to the front and they got to get tips on what they can add to what they are wearing to make it more Kawaii.
They also gave away t-shirts and pins to 8 lucky people. I was not lucky. LAME!

Then we got to take pictures with everyone and mingle.


Masuda Sebastian and I


Masuda Sebastian and Lavenderlilies

Me, Yuka and Lavender

After, princesaru, janitors,attendance, lavendrlilies and I went to the Castro 


We ate food at a Mexican restaurant and sat in the window. People kept staring and pointing and one got a picture.

The we went to an awesome cookie store, Hot Cookie, And got cookies

Lol, your faces are precious! So sensational Kawaii!
And then we went home! Fin

Hey guys!

So, I'm going to the city! Is anyone else going to be there? I plan on hitting Baby and height, but I don't mind changing my plans up. I'm also supposed to meet a friend at 5, hes cool though and we wouldn't care if we all hang out.

Two of the three pigs or the big bad wolf

Woo! So i just got back from my interview at Baby, The Stars Shine Bright. And............. I think I did really well. I think the only reason I wouldn't get the job is because of my school hours. Idealia told me about her interview, and that helped out alot!THANKS! The manager was really nice. and the questions wern't that bad. She asked me about what i was wearing, how i would explain lolita to people, how i think baby is diffrent then other brands(She liked my anwser for that one) and then talked about work experiance. Her and i though up a nonundom that maybe you guys could help with. She asked me is I ever delt with a customer getting angry, i said yes and explained and then she said, Ive been thinking about what could go wrong at baby, but sence everyont their is going their for a specific thing would a customer ever really get angry? her and i pondered that for a minate and couldn't figure it out. i guess is something went out of stock and we told a custoer it was in stock or computer problems or something. IDK. Over all i thought it went really well. I wore lolita too and she said i was the only person that day who did. Thats points right!

Then after the interview I went outside to look at the building sence never got a close up veiw of it. Some workers where looking down through the window and waved i waved back and signed to them to hurry up. lol and then while i was leaving i saw a giant couch bus get stuck on a SF hill. That was hilarious. and yea.


WOO! so that was my day.

So alot of you probably already know this but I'm a theatre major and I'm apart of foothills theatre conservatory. its a two year program that is an intence acting training course and its awsome! Now when you become a second year the first thing you do is put on a childrens show where thousands of kids from schools all around get invited to.
And they chose this years kids show!
AND ITS ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!!!!!!!
Holy crap i want to be Alice!!!!

and the otherday i finally got the balls to wear Lolita to school couse im scared my dress will get ruined and that people will be dumb. lol
So i wore my new Strawberry Parfet replica skirt from bodyline
AND MY BOYFRIEND SAID THE CUTEST THING EVER!!!!

HE said and i quote!
"your a poofy candy princess!"

ISNT THAT AWSOME! 
I thought it was so adorible especially after i was freaking out about people being dumb and saying shit.
SOOO YEA!

P.s. FANIME IS IN A MONTH!!!!!

Happy Easter Peeps!
Sooo today was pretty cool. My mom, step dad, aunt, uncle and I went to the cliff house in the city for Easter brunch. I was dressed in my new Lolita dress and was totally eastery! One waitress said I was the epitome of Easter! HA HA ! Suck it Jesus! Anywho, we are sitting at brunch and im showing my aunt the pics from the meetups, And my mom comes up with a brilliant idea!!!! We have a whole bunch of fancy really nice tea cups and tea pots and linnen and junk. so i should invite all my friends over for a potluck tea party thing.
And i was like omg, mom you a amazing.
So hopefully some time soon i will plan a tea party at my casa! Probably at the beginning of summer when im done with school and all the flowers in our garden are all nice and junk.
Does this sound amazing to other people as well?

P.s. Happy Easter Again!

Haazzaaa! I love them sooo much! if i have time I'm going to geet pink grip tape and put paws on the bottom.

I figured out how to make it work!
lol
Anywho........Sup all!
Last week was spring break and i started my cosplay! Im cosplaying as Rikku from Final Fantasy X-2 but in her Berserker Dress-sphere. So far I've made the feet. Not even the whole leg part, just the feet. and i must say they are pretty awsome! .......what else.  school starts today.......um......i didn't get into Faustus...............um.....oh yea! For the past couple weeks ive been going to Lolita meet ups in the south bay. They were both a lot of fun and I'm meeting really cool people, which is good cause I'm a loser and need more friends that are girls (FYI , for some reason I'm really good at becoming friends with guys, but not girls. I'm like one of those really nerdy guys that play wow and d&d all day and have never made eye contact with a girl before let alone talk to one. That's me around girls! except I'm a girl, ........and not a lesbian.......)

ANYWHO,
I had a lot of fun! and all the people where cool and nice and it was awesome. hopefully there will be another one soon, cause they are hecka fun.

and yea.....once i can figure out how to post pics ill post my feet. lol


Later!